Soka

had a tiff with mummy tis morning cos of studies. my dad is sick and of all times, i chose this time to add on his stress. mummy kept saying i didn't discuss my plan of studying with them first when i DID. i know our family situation where they cant even fork out $500. yes, that's my family situation.

the day before i applied for e couse, i did approached mummy and asked for e registration fees. i said im going to register the next day and would need to pay a non-refundable $26.25. after i grad from ite, they kept pushing me to cont my studies. when my ah yi says, 'having a dip cert is a must now, u cant survive w/out it.' den mummy nodded her head and say, 'YALOH! YALOH!'

now, her enthu YALOH has become - ite cert also can get u a job. oh so she mean i should stop at higher nitec la? den why did she act so i-know-everything? she can now say in e past i told her i don like working as OL. yup that's in e past, cos my interest is Arts. because of her strong objection, i gave it up. for her! aniwae there's another reason i gave it up. cos of our her religion.

some lady from her religion would make use of my interest as a 'plot' of asking me to attend their meetings. promising me that there'll be a play, need my help in their sketch, etc etc etc.. that's downright di ji to me!

im truly appreciative to this religion for giving me such a unique and beautiful name - Kiyoko. but i just wanna get this clear. if a religion gave u a name and expect u to commit to it, den sorry im unwilling. very unwillingly. i'd never want to follow in mummy's footstep. ok i should stop cos im slandering the religion.