dignity

[ytd] dar gave me money and food enough to last me for more than a week. i accepted the food but rejected his money cos i cant live without food and live without his money. if i want money i can get from my parents no matter what they still have responsibility of giving me allowance not him. unless im married to him then that's a different matter

girls should NEVER stoop so low just to get money from guys. understand? some girls just feel it's ok and aiyah-what's-wrong-with-it attitude. of cos it's wrong! they are your boyfriend who love & dote on you and not your ATM! such a disgrace to parents, as if they cant afford your well-being. at times they control your allowance because they feel that you're not saving it up and instead you're spending it on unnecessary things. agree?

[today] i didn't sleep well last night cos i miss dar too much. last night or rather last midnight, (after the wedding dinner ends) he called and said he's coming over. i was like, 'huh!? come my house???' it was already so late and he need to wake up early tomorrow. so i said ok lo.. when i open door for him, he passed me teddy bear, a pair of wedding couple. im so touched~ i forced back my tears he actually don mind missing his sleep just to pass me that. it reminds me of the time when i passed him a western wedding couple keychain. it acted as if it's our pledge of love lol