i hate this feeling

he's been away for 2weeks yet i don miss him that much. how come? i also donno myself

i dread walking home alone, it's kinda boring without him by my side. but.. i still don miss him that much.

HEY! wad's wrong with me!?

he called and say perhaps his boss is asking him to work in malaysia for next few months. haix if that really happens, i see no point in continuing this r/s la..

*bang my head against the wall* jus wait for him to return tml then decide everything ba.. im vexed with my work already, afraid i couldn't withstand the pressure anymore