was alone at home cos parents went to kaikan and ah fat was back in school. i was terrified when i couldn't find my inhaler. thought im gonna be unconcious with no one knowing.. i search all my drawers before finding it in a bag which i haven't been using for months. why did it suddenly attack me? it's been a long time since i had my relapse, i was so scared *sob* i kept chanting in my heart, hoping the inhaler would appear in front of me this instance.
im still so young noe? lucky i've quit smoking 2 months ago if not it'll futher aggreviate my relaspe wor.. perhaps i would have drop dead if im still a smoker
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